july 23, 2002, 10:30 p.m. - out to get you

I'm so alone tonight
my head feels larger than when I was small
lost in memories
lost in all the sheets and old pillows
so alone tonight
miss you more than I will let you know
miss the outline of your back
miss you breathing down my neck..

I haven't really got much to say. I've just been listening to this first song on my James CD over and over and over and... you get the idea.

It's just.. mostly... expressing the way I feel about life today. I miss everyone and everything. Nothing feels right.

I just feel.. isolated.

Completely.

love,
Beth

I called you up
answering machine
when a human touch is what I need
what I need, what I need, what I need
is you

And don't you feel The current mood of rabbut at www.imood.com today, too?



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