first the smile of rejection at the nearness of the night

truth becomes a tragedy

limping from the light...

Well, diary, today was...both.. uneventful and terribly, terribly eventful.

Essentially, this is how things are.

I've left ER, probably for good. I'm changing ICQ numbers. I've changed AIM screen names. No more of this. No more. I can't take it.

I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I've pushed away all of the too-difficult-to-take parts of my social life, for now. Now I want to do it with my work life.

But it's only three more work days and then that, too, will be over. It will be back to school and I'll likely whine about that.

So today, other than planning to shun most of my acquaintances, was relatively uneventful. Talked to Leif, talked to Andrew, talked to Nick, talked to Syd.

Yeh. Did a lot of talking. Not so sure what all of it adds up to.

Love,

Beth

And don't you feel today, too?



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